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Created on 2005-09-30 05:25:36 (#8422224), last updated 2008-02-20
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| Name: | unchosenage |
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Growing up small as a little guy, he was the apple of his mommy's eye. It's never easy to be caught in between, and you could say he was caught in the middle. To make matters worse, everything is hard when you're little. Ultimately, you just want to know that you're loved. And Daddy loved his boy so much. But Mommy didn't know what he was doing. Daddy hit him with a belt that night, and left a welt that night. Cut his skin right open - infection. The pain was too much to bear. Blue tears were flowing down his face, but he knew soon he'd be in a better place. He’d been there for far far too long.
All around Danny there were threats on his wellbeing, causing him to be so weak. But he could also be so strong. He'd been there for so long. Just wasting every day, not improving but not in decay. And think's to himself, "Let's go! My life is a miserable void. It feels like my young soul is destroyed. I need something to get me through the day. There’s got to be a better way.” Danny broke out of his cage. He waved goodbye to his mother and Charles.
Before long, Danny saw that there was nothing out there. His fate was sealed. Then, in March 2001, he saw a girl one day at the mall. She didn’t notice him at all. He thought he’d write her a letter to let her know how he felt, but he already knew she would not reciprocate at all. Would she receive it? Would she accept the gift? Something felt wrong in his mind and he began to cry. He knew it was the end, or maybe the beginning of a new life. His mom came up and said “Danny what’s going on?” He said, “Mom, I’m sick in love with a girl.” She said, “you were the best son I could have ever asked for.” He was filled with so much rage. He grabbed his knife and his gun and his bandana and his pack of smokes. His heart was black, covered with the feeling of his heart. It was hard. He got so depressed. It was the big price.
Danny was walking the streets so fast, but he couldn’t get away from his past. He said, “Now it’s time for me to change my whole perspective. Let your beast out! Release the pain! God is here with us ready to show us how to live. Cuz that’s the meaning of life. It’s not that you’re getting a wife.” Suddenly, something was around him….he thought, “It’s my father, he knows me.”
All around Danny there were threats on his wellbeing, causing him to be so weak. But he could also be so strong. He'd been there for so long. Just wasting every day, not improving but not in decay. And think's to himself, "Let's go! My life is a miserable void. It feels like my young soul is destroyed. I need something to get me through the day. There’s got to be a better way.” Danny broke out of his cage. He waved goodbye to his mother and Charles.
Before long, Danny saw that there was nothing out there. His fate was sealed. Then, in March 2001, he saw a girl one day at the mall. She didn’t notice him at all. He thought he’d write her a letter to let her know how he felt, but he already knew she would not reciprocate at all. Would she receive it? Would she accept the gift? Something felt wrong in his mind and he began to cry. He knew it was the end, or maybe the beginning of a new life. His mom came up and said “Danny what’s going on?” He said, “Mom, I’m sick in love with a girl.” She said, “you were the best son I could have ever asked for.” He was filled with so much rage. He grabbed his knife and his gun and his bandana and his pack of smokes. His heart was black, covered with the feeling of his heart. It was hard. He got so depressed. It was the big price.
Danny was walking the streets so fast, but he couldn’t get away from his past. He said, “Now it’s time for me to change my whole perspective. Let your beast out! Release the pain! God is here with us ready to show us how to live. Cuz that’s the meaning of life. It’s not that you’re getting a wife.” Suddenly, something was around him….he thought, “It’s my father, he knows me.”
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